time for tapioca

what a wildly time it is.
as the days proceed, as time rotates and processes, i find more and more a tangible connection to my presence.
i move through the medium with more texture and response. the sensation seems to grow.

it is an active-wow. a widened aperture that retains a generous depth of field.

i feel good even in my isolation. i can only imagine what it would be like to have more interactions, more hanging outs and whatnot nonsense. i am not the most socially-gifted person, i lack continual experience. i think it's mainly because i don't really indulge in many social functions. i do try but i become exhausted from more energy being put into the whole process than is being regenerated. not by choice but by result, i find myself removed from those places and situations over time.

it makes me think about the way of being human. there are so many "ways" of doing things. there is alot of confusion over this with all the various perspectives out there. not to mention the labels we are handed: good, bad, right, wrong.. it's supposed to be this way, or that way.

connection to ones self is good. where all else becomes white noise. you can finally hear your own balance and smile at that awareness.